SOMETIMES I WISH AND WONDER....

If I had a thousand words to show how much I cared
If I could take back time, I stop it everyday
Just to show you how much I regret not being there

You took me in when no one else did
Yet today here I am,
feeling like a kid

I remember when we went away, just you and me
so kind and gentle, Laughter was all i could see

Then came the times where I lost my way
You tried so hard, yet I heard nothing you had to say

You were the dearest one to me,
Something i plainly failed to see

I wish that I could change that now
but I know its not possible somehow

How to change what has been done
I will bear with the brunt

So here I am without you now
No way to get you back
I wish I could have changed the things
And showed you the love I had lacked