Dreams, curses they prevail upon the night stand where my lamp shade stands. 
I turn around and dim the light for now it is dark. I can hear my heart beat. 
The silence arises. It arouses my thoughts and erects my desires.
 I can see them floating around, just out there, in nothing but air. 
Venerable for anyone to take, touch or feel. 
My deepest most thoughts, my deepest emotions, just hanging there in the air. 


Not a second thought shall be given to what I shall do. For it is only the light that makes it dark. 
My soul shines brighter in the darkest of times. My heart beats with abundance, love and peace. 
My hands reach out, ii touch the sky. My wings are yearning and yelling to break out of this human form. 


It feels as if the bones in my spine break. I bend over screaming and crying begging it to stop. 
Then, then it happens, I break out, I spread my wings and never look back. 
In a distance I see my night stand, the light flickering and finally it goes out. 
For now I know I have left behind darkness behind and headed for the light.