Whether it’s just for now, or just for later. It will always and forever be just for today!
Even though my journey did not take me to the streets or to needles and coke it took me to a place far beyond where the light had gone. A world of self enduring pain and self induced wounds. Sometimes when I look back and think of the path I think hell it was not so bad but what would have happened if I didn’t stop when I did? Even when I had no drug in my body my life was a complete chaos and I was filled with dark demonic ways that took my mind and soul to the most evil places. As much as it hurts knowing what I have done to other and to myself, the time I wasted, the love I never gave or received I would not want to change the past. I will leave it be for its made me who I am today and made me a strong, reliable, loving and independent woman (somewhat independent, at times)
For here I stand before you at my most vulnerable, most scared and most fearful. For whom ever you may be. You may have the control over me. I stood in your grasps for long enough. Demonic and voided truths shall spread about what you do, trust me you are not that tough!
♥FOREVER AND ALWAYS LOVE♥
For here I stand before you at my most vulnerable, most scared and most fearful. For whom ever you may be. You may have the control over me. I stood in your grasps for long enough. Demonic and voided truths shall spread about what you do, trust me you are not that tough!
♥FOREVER AND ALWAYS LOVE♥
